Eddie was pissed, but that was nothing new. It was what had got him kicked out of the Corps after three years; he still seethed with rage at the memory of the Marine shrink’s diagnosis: fragmented personality with psychotic breaks trigged by latent homosexuality. That motherfucker.
Eddie was ALL man, and he damn sure knew how to show it. Every facet of his image, from his chiseled, rock-hard body to his military gear and clothing, to his jacked-up matte-black Dodge Ram picked, was specifically designed to show that was a true Alpha Male. Nothing—nothing—would ever disprove that.
But every now and then, something slipped. And when that happened, things got—
Well, for example, there was JJ.
It started one summer evening just as the glaring sullen heat of the day was fading into a swift dusk. Eddie just happened to be driving by the Hudson Street Skate Park when he saw the boy. He didn’t know why he pulled over, but he did.
The boy was heading out, walking away from the park with his skateboard under his arm. He seemed to be headed for the bus stop at the corner—that was when Eddie decided to make his move. He quickly pulled to the curb and asked if the kid needed a lift.
“Sure, man,” the kid grinned, adolescent hormones giving the teen’s voice just enough depth to prove that he was sexually mature. “Name’s Jeremy,” he said, opening the door and climbing up into the cab, “But my friends call me JJ.”
JJ was in fact seventeen—and was sexually mature. Two years ago he’d managed to get Amy Schneider from down the block to give him a handjob and just lately he’d talked her into blowjobs. He wasn’t going steady with her or anything, but none of the other girls he went with would suck his dick yet. He was supposed to see Amy tonight and was anxious to get home.
For a brief moment, the two males sat and scoped each other out. JJ’s face was smooth, with just a hint of youthful fullness; his hair was short and dark, but it was mostly hidden under a black ball cap—with, Eddie noted with interest, a Marine Corps logo. Maybe the boy’s daddy was enlisted on the base.
The teen’s gear was nothing special—a gray t-shirt and black mid-thigh shorts covered his lean, lithe body but showed his smooth, firm legs to advantage. A pair of black Converse Play hightops with a red heart logo completed the skatepunk look.
For his part, JJ was almost mesmerized by Eddie; he’d never seen such a perfect male form. And Eddie wasn’t dressed to be ignored. His military affinity was clear from the way he kept his dark blond hair buzzcut and his facial hair trimmer in a razor-straight line. His khaki utility pants, bloused into a pair of black leather combat boots, wrapped tightly around his thickly muscled legs. The pair of dogtags dangling against his skintight olive-drab t-shirt drew attention to his huge sculpted pecs and his almost-perfectly ripped abs. But there was something both compelling and repellant about his face—JJ couldn’t say what. Maybe it was the cold hard lines of his cheeks, or the grim set of his mouth…or maybe the unnerving glare of those piercing green eyes, icy and fiery at the same time…
It was Eddie who broke the silence. “So, where ya goin’, man?” he asked, the friendly, open tone of his voice making the teen relax visibly.
“Aw, I’m headin’ out to Jupiter Road—over where it crosses Adams, y’know? Gotta meet my girlfriend…”
Eddie chuckled and JJ blushed boyishly. “Well, she ain’t my girlfriend…I mean… well, she kinda—” He lapsed into a confused silence as Eddie continued to grin.
“Yeah? What, she letcha dip yer wick, huh?” the older man laughed coarsely, making the teenager blush even harder. Finally, Eddie decided to relent.
“Yeah, I gotta head out that way for business—ya mind if we stop at my place on the way? Need to pick up something.”
“Naw,” JJ said, “And lissen, about Amy—”
“Don’t worry about it, kid,” Eddie said tersely.
“No, but seriously, man, I get to thinkin’—see, maybe I could get a real girlfriend—one a’ them hot senior bitches that won’t even look at a junior like me—if I had a hard body. Like yours. Man, how do I do that? Whadda I gotta do to look like you?”
Eddie glanced at the teen covertly, noticing the boy’s wide-eyed, innocent look. The little fuck wanted to pretend to be an Alpha Male?
“Ya wanna get swole? C’mon, boy and I’ll show ya some of my routine if ya want.”
Of course JJ wanted. Eddie shut off the loud rumble of the truck’s huge engine; from his vantage point in the jacked-up cab, he could see that there was no one about.
“You c’n leave yer board here,” he said and jumped from the truck, his combat boots crunching loudly in the gravel lot. JJ followed, but his lean teen body made far less noise when he hit the ground; he watched the well-built older man enviously as he trailed him into the apartment.
Half of Eddie’s bedroom was devoted to weights; in the center was the standard inclined bench, now laid flat, with a rack of barbell weights on the left and one of dumbbells on the right. All the weights, including the hex dumbbells, were metal—the set looked old, but was obviously still functional.
The other half of the room also caught JJ’s notice—not so much the twin bed and the inexpensive dresser as the posters on the wall. For a moment, the kid thought they were movie stills—then he realized he was looking at blown-up photos from war correspondents across many wars.
They were almost all photos of corpses.
On the far wall was a large flag with a grinning skull superimposed over a pair of crossed daggers. Chains of roses frames the image; a motto, split to appear above and below, read “Die, Motherfucker, Die”.
Eddie noticed JJ looking at it. “I’m gonna get that tattooed,” he said proudly, “Right here, on my right bicep. Already got the money for it, too. But the guy I wanna do it is in prison; I gotta wait till next year for him to get out.”
JJ took all this in with the silent reverence of a teen who feels he’s in the presence of a serious badass. His admiration for the red-blooded male in front of him overpowered any sense of unease the gruesome photos had generated—after all, the dude was in the military, just like his dad. Mighta even had to kill someone. If he got to know him better, he’d ask, JJ decided.
“So anyway, I’m up to pressing three hundred and twenty-five right now, but I like to start down at two seventy-five for a few reps before adding the final fifty,” Eddie explained.
JJ looked at him questioningly. “You don’t use a spotter?” he asked.
“Fuck,” Eddie sneered, “Spotters are for pussies. Real men don’t need no help to lift. Watch.” And with that, he pulled his shirt off in one smooth sweep, letting the dogtags fall jingling back to the center of his broad chest.
And even though neither of them realized it, the sight of Eddie’s smooth hubcap pecs and erect, jutting nipples got JJ hard. Eddie wasn’t in a position to notice it and JJ was used to the spontaneous erections of adolescence without thinking about what caused them—although he did find it odd how his breath caught was he eyed the older stud’s six-, or fuck, eight-pack abs, so taut and ripped. As Eddie stood before him, booted, in tight pants and with that amazingly sculpted torso, JJ realized he’d never seen a more perfect male form. He was overwhelmed with desire, but in his mind, it was desire to be Eddie.
If he’d come right out and said that, it might have prevented what happened next. But probably not.
“Ya gotta get yerself positioned right,” Eddie was saying as he settled back on the bench, sliding under the already-loaded barbell, “Yer gonna fuck up yer back if ya don’t…” he trailed off, his face going blank. He was looking at JJ, but his gaze seemed to be miles away.
Only seemed. His head was right at the level of the kid’s crotch. Eddie had suddenly realized the little punk was hard. He’d gotten hard while looking at Eddie.
The kid was a faggot. A little fuckin’ faggot tryin’ to act like a real man. A little fuckin’ faggot who’d wormed its way in, wantin’ to make him a homo too.
The break was swift and silent. Eddie blinked, smiled, and sat up. “But for you, dude, I’d suggest building up those arms first. Try some daily reps with a five-pound dumbbell, like one of these.” He picked one of the hex weights up off its rack and strolled over to the skatepunk. “In fact, these are good for lotsa things. Like puttin’ fags’ lights out.”
“Huh?” JJ asked, his youthful face full of innocent confusion as Eddie smashed it with the dumbbell, knocking the teen senseless to the floor.
JJ was climbing. He didn’t know to where, but it was a long and painful climb, and the higher he went, the more painful it got. It had started as a general agony but seemed to be devolving to a specific ache. Just as he regained consciousness, he located it in his jaw.
The pain ballooned in severity as he blinked and groaned. His eyesight was blurry, and he was utterly unable to comprehend the change of circumstances he’d undergone since his last memory. He vaguely recalled the buff shirtless dude who was standing over him with a look that could be either a hate-filled snarl or a vicious grin. And the teen couldn’t place the significance of the blood-smeared dumbbell the guy was holding.
“Www…wwh…whaa—” he tried to speak, but there were hard lumps in his mouth. He spit them out and saw two of his teeth tumble down his own chest, leaving faint bloody streaks on his smooth skin.
That was when he realized he was nude. Well, he still had his Converse kicks on; he could feel them, but otherwise he’d been stripped nude. And he was—he was on the military dude’s workout bench, evidently. It had been raised from a flat to an inclined position, and he was on it on his back, completely nude.
He didn’t try to move; it was useless. he could see hid hands–hinging above his head, they’d been handcuffed separately to the barbell, one on each side of the bench.
As he looked at the barbell in confusion, Eddie spoke. “G’wan and try it, cumsucker. I got four hundred pounds on that thing. Yer fag ass ain’t goin’ nowhere.” His voice was filled with a cold glee that sent chills down the teen’s back.
“Ay…ain’t no fag…” JJ managed to mutter, rolling his head to the side and spitting out blood.
“Course ya ain’t, you fuckin’ lyin’-ass fairy. I saw yer boydick get all stiff when ya saw a real Alpha Male. That’s why ya came here, yeah?”
JJ couldn’t think. His head hurt. In a way, it was why he was here, but not that way—but he couldn’t think.
“Fuckin’ luring me in from the side of the road—betcha could barely keep from grabbin’ my cock right there in fuckin’ public, huh, ya goddam homo? Ya wanna see what Alpha Male meat looks like? Here ya go, asswipe.”
His eyes blazing with psychotic fury, Eddie jerked his zipper down and dug inside his tight utility pants. And as dazed and bewildered as JJ was, he couldn’t help but be in awe of the massive tool the buff young stud pulled out. Over eight inches long, nearly two in diameter, wreathed in pulsating veins and with a huge purple head—it was as terrifying to the trapped teen punk as any deadly weapon would have been.
And in its own way, that was exactly what it was.
The captive youth gaped at the erect member that dangled directly over his face. With terrifying speed, the malicious grin on Eddie’s face was replaced with an enraged snarl. “You fuckin’ pervert!!” he screamed, and before JJ could even flinch, the hardbodied ex-Marine began pounding him in the face with the blunt metal dumbbell.
The sounds in the next few minutes were unbelievable—the wet squelching sound of flesh beaten until it splits, the crying and bleating of the teenager as he was forced to submit to the brutal violence of the older, more powerful man, the rattling of handcuffs and jingling of dogtags, the crunching and snapping of facial bones…
When Eddie finally stood up and tossed the bloody dumbbell aside, his massive, well-defined torso glistened with a film of sweat. He paused to catch his breath and admire his progress.
The faggot was still conscious, but not coherent. It gurgled and coughed up some blood and a few more teeth before lying back, gasping—it couldn’t breathe through its crushed nose. The eyes were dark and swollen shut, the lips were split, the jaw was fractured and both cheekbones were broken.
It wasn’t enough. The faggot hadn’t suffered enough. Eddie still needed to show what an Alpha Male did to impudent skatefags who tried to sneak in for gaysex.
He needed to fuck it, to plant his potent manseed deep inside the boymeat. That’d show the fucker, all right. Show it just what the fuck was up.
As he wandered in and out of dark clouds of pain, some small part of JJ’s mind that wasn’t cowering in a corner wondered exactly what the hell had happened. This major stud had offered him a lift, had offered to show him how to get swole, and then just—
The kid’s thoughts were interrupted by a sensation of movement. He could feel the Marine dude grab his ankles and yank; with a supreme effort, the youth managed to pry open his swollen eyes—to watch in horror as the buff psycho placed JJ’s Converse hightops on his shoulders. Even then, his terrified psyche wouldn’t let him go all the way—he could see the huge pulsing shaft that was pointed right between his legs, but he refused to acknowledge what it meant.
But reality could be denied only so long. Even with his eyes closed again, he could feel the pressure starting to build against his anus as the huge thick spongy head of Eddie’s dick probed the tiny opening. Suddenly Eddie muttered, “Ya know what a real Alpha Male is? He’s a man who can make anyone submit to his cock.” JJ braced—but it wasn’t enough.
This pain wasn’t like the pain of the brutal beatdown his captor had administered. It was much, much worse. His adolescent sphincter could only stretch so wide; it was a virgin hole utterly unused to external penetration and lacked the flexibility to handle the older man’s enormous tackle.
Eddie literally tore the teenager a new fuckhole. JJ’s cry of outraged discomfort spiraled into a shriek of terrified agony as his ass muscle split open and Eddie’s gigantic throbbing member pounded its way relentlessly up his ass, tearing at his rectal lining as it went. Nothing in the young skatepunk’s life had prepared him for this—this nightmarish pain of impalement, of being torn open from the inside—
To Eddie, he was just a tight fuck. And a noisy one. “Aw, shaddap and take it like a fag, ya cunt!!” he roared, spitting in JJ’s face. He then drove his point home by driving his fist into the kid’s face, cutting his scream off abruptly. As the skatepunk lolled listlessly on the narrow bench, the buff ex-Marine took a savage joy in using the virgin boymeat as his own personal fuck toy.
Drifting in and out of consciousness, JJ was still aware that his ass was being pounded with relentless fury; he couldn’t help but be aware of it. The thick pulsing veins that sheathed Eddie’s massive tool rode roughshod over his prostate, massaging the hormone-filled adolescent until his own boycock rose up stiffly, as if in defiance of the vicious assrape.
He could only moan in bewildered agony, but it was enough for Eddie to hear. It was enough to trigger another break.
“Ya like that, ya fuckin’ piece a’ shit fairy? Moanin’ like a goddam whore with a dick in ya—cocksuckin’ pansies like you need to fuckin’ die!”
Leaning over JJ, Eddie wrapped his hands around the boy’s throat and began squeezing.
Nothing in the teen’s short, useless life had prepared him for this level of trauma and abuse; the entire attack had left him stunned and defenseless—not just physically, but in a profoundly psychological sense as well. Despite the pain, he still simply couldn’t believe that what was happening was real.
That all changed now, instantly, with the cessation of breath. Whatever his failings, whatever he’d suffered, JJ still had the lithe, lean body of a fit and active teenager. That body sprang into action, instinctively, in a frantic attempt at self-preservation.
For his part, Eddie was taken by surprise. He’d been heavily trained in the art of the hand-to-hand kill, but he’d never actually killed anyone before. He didn’t expect such a violent reaction—but his training enabled him to retain control of the situation.
As JJ thrashed and kicked, Eddie leaned forward, pressing down on the boy and pinning him under the weight of his muscles. He could feel the teen’s smooth, firm belly and strong pecs flexing valiantly under him, sliding against his own massive chest on a film of sweat. His dogtags dropped onto the punk’s swollen, blackening face, then slid to the side.
The muscle-bound stud endured the aimless frenetic buffetings of the boy’s hands; he’d already wrapped his powerful arms around the kid’s legs as a grip to fuck him, so all the gagging youth could do with his legs was squeeze at Eddie’s waist.
“That’s it,” he hissed psychotically into JJ’s pain-twisted face, “Yer dyin’, homo. Does it hurt? I hope so, ya sick fuck. Goddam piece a’ shit—yer dick is hard! You deserve to die, ya disgustin’ pansy. Fuck you, ya fuckin’ faggot!!” And having worked himself into a frothing anger, he spit in JJ’s dark, congested face and dug his thumbs into the teen’s larynx.
JJ had been going on for nearly a minute with no oxygen; he should have been starting to black out, but some perverse physiological anomaly was enabling him to remain conscious. It wasn’t a benefit. He could hear and comprehend everything being said to him. He didn’t understand why he was being called a faggot, but he knew his dick was hard and he knew he was dying.
And he knew when Eddie crushed his larynx. He could feel the older stud’s thumbs slowly gouge the thick mass of cartilage out of place; he could hear as well as feel the gristly crunch as his voicebox was pulped. Again, it was pain of a kind he hadn’t realized could exist and his physical reaction was innate, and instant.
Eddie had never experienced anything like it—the way the teen’s virgin rectum clenched up on his swollen member, squeezing it vigorously, almost desperately, as if it knew that making him ejaculate was the only way to stop the agony. The boy’s thrashing ceased; he gripped his murderer tightly, sensually—an instinctive response to minimize movement and hence pain. But to the homicidal ex-Marine, it seemed to be a drawn-out moment of intimacy—of him finally proving, and the worthless faggot finally understanding, exactly how Alpha Male Eddie truly was.
Now that Eddie had asserted himself as Alpha, he still needed to mark the meat as his. He still needed to pump it full of his potent manseed, to neutralize its faggotry. It needed it. The faggot needed his cum.
And it hadn’t suffered enough. It was still alive.
“Ain’t dead yet, faggot,” he grunted, pounding his shaft into the twink’s ruined fuckhole, “Ain’t dead yet.” The hardman tightened his hands remorselessly around JJ’s neck, feeling the erotic sensation of the rubbery esophagus being crimped shut by the sheer force of his powerful hands.
JJ could feel it too, in a way. The pounding in his head was worse than the pounding in his ass; the pressure that had built up in his skull felt like it was shoving his eyes out of their sockets. In spite of the way they bulged grotesquely, he still couldn’t see much—but the great black explosions in his field of view weren’t just blood vessels rupturing in his eyes. The oxygen deprivation was catching up to him.
He’d been a healthy little punk, and it betrayed him physically. He’d managed to stay conscious long enough to still be awake as brain damage set in. So he was unlucky enough to be able to feel his windpipe being crushed but was totally unaware that a long stream of drool was oozing out past his protruding tongue and was trickling down his left cheek.
Reason and meaning ebbed from the dying teen but sensation and pain remained. The thrashing boymeat could still feel its own erection. Eddie could feel it, too.
“Still hard, ya fuckin’ pervert?” he snarled, “Fuck you, faggot—fuck you!!”
Jamming his thumbs under the angle of JJ’s jaw, on each side, the ex-Marine, his phenomenal strength amped up by psychotic rage, squeezed his hands with all the power he could muster while simultaneously wrenching them in opposite directions. In a fraction of a second, Eddie totally destroyed the major anatomic structures of JJ’s neck.
The collapse of the trachea yielded the same viscerally satisfying crunch that had accompanied the mangling of the unlucky youth’s larynx. This was enhanced by a loud snapping sound that came from a deeper location—by the placement of his thumbs and pressure applied to the right way on the back of the neck, he’d managed to pop the kid’s skull right off his spine, shattering the first cervical vertebra and sending bone shards slicing into JJ’s spinal cord.
Whatever the punk’s screaming terrified adolescent brain wanted to do after that was moot; the electrical signals coming from the cerebellum shorted out. The adolescent body responded to its damaged nervous system in the way it was most primed to: it went into instant convulsive orgasms.
It was the convulsions that got to Eddie, too; the way the smooth, lithe teen body suddenly clutched him tightly and shuddered beneath him—it was almost as if it was deliberately milking his swollen, pulsating rod. He felt the hot splash of the boy’s cum on his chest and realized that the faggot was spewing a steady stream of boymilk all over him; it was being smeared across his chest as their bodies pressed together in a frenetic coupling of semen and death.
“Aw, fuckin’ faggot!” he screamed, pounding his right fist into the dead boy’s already-ruined face, and felt his balls draw up beneath him. Then he had to hold on tight as his own ejaculation rendered him powerless, clutching the trembling corpse as he spunked, again and again, pumping what felt like quarts of searing hot manseed into the worthless homo cumrag.
Eddie lay on top of the teenager’s dead body for nearly ten minutes, feeling the corpse quivering beneath him until it finally lay still. When he disengaged himself, he had to peel his chest from the twink’s; the boy’s cum had already started to dry. His thick shaft, still engorged and leaking, came out of the kid’s ass with an audible pop.
Eddie left the room and took a shower.
When he returned, he paused in the doorway to admire his work. He was proud of himself; he’d taken a worthless faggot out of the world, and he’d shown it he was full Alpha Male as he did it.
It had fallen off the bench while he’d showered, but it was still handcuffed to the barbell, so it hung by its arms, resting on its left hip. The smooth chest was covered by a crusty glaze. One of the Converse sneakers still twitched every few seconds, but otherwise it was still. The face couldn’t be seen; with its neck broken, the dead kid’s head was slumped forward. Only the boy’s sweat-matted black hair was showing. And its softening cock, pearls of semen dripping from the tumescent head.
Eddie had put his pants and boots back on after the shower; now he slipped the t-shirt back on as well. Then he stepped up to the weight bench and unlocked the cuffs that held up JJ’s corpse, letting it slump to the floor like a sack of dirty laundry. Stowing the cuffs in his nightstand drawer, he paused and considered for a moment; then, picking up the teen’s clothes and cap, he left the apartment.
At his truck, he opened the bed. He used an old section of carpeting as a bedliner, cut to fit; he rolled it back and tossed the clothes into the bed. Retrieving the skateboard from the cab, he placed it in the bed, too. Then looking around to make sure no one was observing him, he darted back into the apartment.
When he came back out, he was carrying the meat. He placed it in bed of the truck, then rolled the carpet back over it—not perfect camouflage, but good enough in the dark. Hopping in the cab, he started the huge beast up and headed out.
The front part of the skate park was still brightly lit and in active use; most of the punks out now were older, probably late teens or early twenties, but there were a few who looked younger—some much younger. Eddie ignored them; if they weren’t faggots after his dick, he had nothing against them. But now he knew that fags hung out at this park, and he intended to send a message.
The rear part of the skate park backed up to the interstate and wasn’t used after dark; this was enforced not so much by chains or fences as by the simple expedient of keeping the place unlit and as dark as possible. The few daredevils who regarded it as a challenge had already injured themselves enough to serve as a warning. One boy had died; another had suffered massive brain damage and was still on a respirator.
The back end of the park was left alone at night. Tonight, though, it wouldn’t be.
All Eddie could see was a pit; he couldn’t tell its shape or form, and he didn’t need to know. He tossed the reamed-out boymeat, nude except for its sneakers, into the darkness and heard it hit the concrete below with a boneless thud. It was followed momentarily but its clothes, hat, and board, the latter of which clattered noisily down into the pit before evidently landing on its wheels and rolling some distance away.
An unexpected breeze picked up, ruffling Eddie’s buzzcut hair. He glanced over at the lighted part of the park, his steely gazing sighting on the heedless youths darting about. Yeah, this place was infested with faggots. He’d have to keep his eyes peeled.